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Sometimes I look at young, silly girlsgirls who surround me, and I desperately envy them... Why, you ask? No, no! I do not envy their youth, beauty or carefree nature. I just look at their happy faces and understand - unlike us, they still retain the ability to believe that every time - this is it, true love! When you do not know what TRUE love is, life is much easier - every time another crush appears on the horizon, you can allow yourself to bathe in sweet, honey-like dreams.
And when have you already learned to distinguish between cloying ones?illusions from a real explosion of true love, you understand - it is simply impossible to love each subsequent one as much as the previous one. It just doesn't happen that way.
If every person you were close toand frankly, you consider yourself loved, then you are very lucky - all your life you have lived and continue to live in the world of sweet dreams and illusions invented by you, and to this day you do not know at all what real, adult love is. You, dear girl, confuse two completely different things that should not be confused under any circumstances - sympathy and love. But for now it is still forgivable for you.. But some time will pass, and you will remember these lines ... And you yourself will envy the same girls as you are now. That is exactly why I envy you, you sugar girls and boys! You, unlike us, who know what love is, are still happy! You can still create beautiful illusions for yourself and the people around you, and flounder in them, squealing with happiness, like children in a pool. And if you add a little soap foam to the pool, you can imagine that fairy-tale mermaids or underwater monsters live under the water. After all, you can imagine anything you want. You, unlike us, can still tickle your nerves and provide an adrenaline rush by believing in a fairy tale you made up, which you call LOVE. And when you have already learned to separate fiction from real feelings, it is terribly scary to fall in love... Not only to fall in love, but even to become attached to a person is very, very scary... And now it is much more difficult than before. Now love comes without asking, it does not care whether you want your heart to become its place of residence or not. She just settles there, not listening to your protests... And no matter how much you want to, you won’t be able to kick her out of there.. Love, she’s such a lady.. Freedom-loving... She comes - doesn’t ask, leaves - doesn’t say goodbye.. You can kick, kick, bite, hide.. You can repeat a thousand facts proving that there is no love... You can even try to run away from her.. But how far will you run? After all, you can’t run away from yourself... Although... You can try! Well, the maximum you can run to is madness... At first, depression will stick, and then psychosis will become attached... But this is if you are very lucky. Yes - yes! After all, going crazy is not as easy as it seems at first glance. And by the age of 80 you will understand that it was in vain, actually, that you ran away... And one more thing. Your madness does not interfere with your love at all.
. She even a healthy person is driving crazy .. After all, a sober mind and sound memory are the main obstacles to your happiness .. It is because of them that you searched for thousands of arguments against your love, poked in her face a marriage certificate and spoke about what you already promised him ... But now you're a little crazy .. So, you can not escape from your love and do not hide from it. So what if you are married and you love everything? You're crazy .. And you can all crazy .. Even love.
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