WE LIVED WITH MY EX-BOYFRIEND FOR 3.5 YEARS, IT WASWE DID A LOT OF THINGS, WE FIGHTED, WE MADE UP, BUT IN THE END IT BECAME UNBEARABLE TO LIVE TOGETHER, WE DECIDED TO BREAK UP, WE TALKED FOR A TIME AT FIRST, PROBABLY THEN I FELT FREE, I WANTED TO FORGET MYSELF, WALK WITH MY FRIENDS, GO TO CLUBS, AND AS IT SEEMED THEN TO FIND A BETTER GUY FOR MYSELF, BEING IN THE SAME COMPANY WITH HIM, HEARING THAT GIRLS STARTED CALLING HIM, WRITE SMS, I STARTED NOTICING MYSELF BEING MADLY JEALOUS, ALTHOUGH I ALWAYS THOUGHT THAT I WAS NOT A JEALOUS PERSON, BUT SOMEHOW I DIDN'T PAY PARTICULAR ATTENTION TO THIS. A YEAR LATER I MET A MAN, WE KNEW BEFORE THAT, WE HAD A ROMANCE, WELL, AND SOMEHOW QUICKLY WE STARTED LIVING TOGETHER, I CALLED MY EX, I KNOW WHY, BUT WITHOUT NOTICE I STARTED TELLING HIM THAT I WAS GETTING MARRIED SOON AND THAT EVERYTHING WAS WONDERFUL WITH ME, IN MY HEART I THINK I MISSED HIM, BUT I COULDN'T EVEN ADMIT IT TO MYSELF!!!!!!!!!!TIME PASSED AND HE HAD A GIRLFRIEND, THIS STARTED TO CATCH ME, IN SOCIAL MEDIA. THEY STARTED POSTING THEIR JOINT PHOTOS ON THE NETWORKS, AND MY GIRLFRIENDS COME TO ME AND WON'T STOP TALKING ABOUT HIM, THIS MADE EVERYTHING INSIDE SQUEEZE, BECAUSE NO ONE KNEW THAT IT WAS SO PAINFUL FOR ME TO LISTEN TO, TIME PASSED AND HERE IS THE NEWS, SINCE THE MORNING MY PHONE HAS NOT SILENCED, MY EX GOT MARRIED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'M IN SHOCK!!!!!!!!!!!! WHY DID IT ALWAYS SEEME TO ME THAT HE WOULD ALWAYS LOVE ONLY ME, BUT NO, EVERYTHING TURNED OUT THE OPPOSITE!!!!!!!!!!!! HE GOT MARRIED, LIVES IN ANOTHER CITY, I LIVE WITH MY CURRENT ONE, THE RELATIONSHIP IS NOT WORKING OUT, MY EX HAS NOT BEEN OUT OF MY MIND FOR THREE YEARS, I CAN'T SLEEP NORMALLY, I ALWAYS DREAM ABOUT HIM, EVERYTHING IS ONLY ABOUT HIM, I ALWAYS BLAME MYSELF FOR NOT BEING ABLE TO SAVE OUR RELATIONSHIP, I SUFFER, I HAVE ALREADY EXHAUSTED MYSELF, WHAT SHOULD I DO NEXT????HOW TO LIVE??? I REALIZED THAT MY HEART IS COMPLETELY COLD!!!!!!!!! BUT NOT IN RELATION TO HIM, I FORCE MYSELF NOT TO THINK ABOUT HIM, BECAUSE HE IS MARRIED, BUT SOME HOPE SITTS IN MY SOUL AND I AM UNABLE TO GET RID OF IT, IT'S HARD TO EVEN IMAGINE THAT HE CAN BE HAPPY WITHOUT ME, BECAUSE I SUFFER SO MUCH WITHOUT HIM»!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! PROBABLY AFTER READING THIS STORY FROM MY LIFE, WITH ALL MY EXPERIENCES, YOU WILL THINK, TIME HEALS!!!!!!!!!!! BUT I DON'T THINK SO, AS THE YEARS HAVE GOEN MY LOVE FOR HIM STARTS TO GROW GREATER AND GREATER!! SOMETIMES I THINK THAT THIS IS SOME KIND OF SICK LOVE, AFTER ALL YOU PROBABLY CAN'T LOVE YOUR EX ALL YOUR LIFE, CRY INTO YOUR PILLOW AT NIGHT, AND DURING THE DAY SEEM TO BE CHEERFUL AND HAPPY WITH LIFE, I'M SO TIRED, BUT I CAN'T OVERCOME MY LOVE FOR HIM!!!!!!!!!!!! AND IN MY SOUL AGAIN A DROP OF HOPE IS SNEAKING THAT SOMETIME WE WILL BE TOGETHER AGAIN, EVEN THOUGH MANY YEARS MAY PASS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WRITE YOUR COMMENTS, IT WILL BE INTERESTING TO LISTEN, MAYBE SOMEONE HAS SOMETHING SIMILAR, I WILL BE GLAD TO READ))) Author:
