The 36-year-old star dreamed of her daughter havingNorth and son Saint had other siblings. That's why she was going to give birth for the third time - although doctors were against it. The fact is that Kim's first pregnancy was so complicated that she almost bled to death during childbirth. Doctors advised her not to have more children, but the socialite did not listen. She gave birth to a boy, Saint. Aug 12 2016 at 10:48 PDT But such experiments with health did not pass without consequences. To get at least some chance of a third pregnancy, the star dared to undergo surgery - it was necessary to remove a section of scar tissue on the uterus. - I want only one thing - a big family, I want to know that my home is peaceful and safe. And if for some reason I leave this earth ahead of time, then my children should be protected, I should know that everything will be fine with them, even if I am gone, - said the star in the latest episode of the reality show "Keeping Up with the Kardashians". Bearing children was never easy for Kim - for her, pregnancy was not the best time in her life. She had severe swelling, the woman gained quite a lot of weight, which she then had to fight with all her might. Publication from Kim Kardashian West (@kimkardashian) Jan 3 2017 at 10:56 PST - We will have more children, despite the fact that this is a big test for me. My first two births were really difficult, and doctors are not sure that the third pregnancy will end well. This operation is my last hope. I need to be sure that I did everything to be able to get pregnant, - Kim added. The operation did not help. Complications began that put an end to Kim’s future motherhood. “I can’t have children anymore. This is the worst thing that could happen to me. I give up.” The star burst into tears. “Kanye was very nervous about the operation. But I know that he would also like to have more children. No matter what it takes, Kim will find a way! Kardashians on E! (@KUWTK) Now the only hope for Kim to become a mother again is surrogacy. And she is seriously considering this option. “Kanye and I are going to look into it. I definitely want to try,” Kardashian said.